the need to forget

Alright, I realize that the bulk of my last few blogs have been a little too directed at my frustrations with boys. I guess that topic just bothers me more than other topics generally do (mostly because I suck at it so much). But I really need to just let go and start over because I keep torturing myself by putting myself in the same situations over and over again. Am I really that stupid (I'll just answer that one for you...YES!). And I keep telling myself over and over that I'm going to change and that things are going to be different, but I always fall back into old habits. I just never learn. If I'm going to maintain what little sanity I have, I really need to though. Wish me luck (and just slap me next time you see me ok).