Always change

So my summer plans have taken a drastic hit. I started a charity in India back in November, and my summer plans involved traveling to the east to work to better people's lives. I was also going to conduct 3 research projects there (getting credit toward graduation, and hopefully presenting my research at a conference in October). But unfortunately, my partner for the charity has taken a serious blow to his health, making it impossible to go (doctors were so blunt as to say "sure you can go, if you want to die". They weren't joking around...). So now I don't know what I'm going to do. There's options, but I don't know which one is necessarily best (and I really don't want to stay around Provo, and it's looking like that is the most probable route at this point).

There are lots of opportunities for me if I do stay here--keeping my jobs, getting on with school, going to the temple, the gym, maybe relaxing a bit--but there's part of me that just wants to leave. I think part of that is because my best girls are leaving and most of my good guy friends. And then there are some situations I would just rather avoid that confront, you know.

But I guess I'll just have to figure it all out (soon would be preferable because the summer officially starts for me on Wednesday afternoon....yikes!). I like change, but I like it more when I'm kind of in control of it (the control freak in me shows a lot sometimes I guess...).

Surprise, surprise.