letting go

Things have been going really well lately, but for some reason I went digging around through past mistakes today. I'm not sure exactly why I did that because I knew the outcome was going to be negative. I guess I did it because although I trust in the forgiveness of my Heavenly Father, I guess I don't really believe that people will sincerely forgive me when I do awful things to them. I guess that's the point where I don't trust people because that's the point I've often let myself down. I don't forgive myself or let go of my past sins and mistakes and so I assume that others won't forgive me either. I'm really trying to let go and allow myself to progress because the only thing that can and will hold me back is myself. And I won't let that happen.